Bryce Bailey's practice is focused on commercial real estate transactions. Helene Pruszynski, an aspiring journalist, is found murdered in Denver, Colorado. Lester Holt anchors NBC's signature newsmagazine. But Sam did not report his roommate to the police. But if he couldn't find him, maybe he could at least prevent another attack. I'm sorry for them and my heart breaks for them, but I just don't think that that's the right choice. And afterwards he said he went home and told his roommate, Bryce Bailey, there's a girl in the park offering free sex. Oh, I think I could tell you about Sam as day is a constant liar. And then the judge asked if Dane Stratton had anything to say. I did do her best friend, Kirsty. Sep 2015 - Present7 years 5 months. And then it was. Some of this stuff doesn't make sense to me. Yes, absolutely. Indiana Hoosiers . Her hands were processed, her face was her neck. Like we got it. Yeah, that's a place I'd never want to go. Little Bejar, mostly guys. What did you expect this person would turn out to be? So there was this tremendous amount of pressure to get it right. She sentenced him to twenty eight years to the remainder of his natural life. And certainly it made him look like a very bad friend. She was seated on the ground, her hands were behind her back and she's just screaming, terrified. Except for a few, like Detective Yvonne Seymour, who was still chasing phantoms, chasing anything she could think of, and she kept an eye on the news from out of state. And then in 2015, a whole group, in a way came to members rescue housemates who invited her to live here with them in this safe place among friends in a good neighborhood. Yeah. And you should never have to go through that and nobody should ever have to go through that. While our producers were in Arkansas working on an all-new Dateline, they learned about a stretch of highway that was a hotspot for rock n roll in the '50s and '60s. The Drew Peterson began in 2001 but ended up lasting more than a decade. Then one day and he's just about everybody's notice somebody stole a bicycle. Really. I hope you feel better. Detective Seymour also submitted a sample from her only person of interest, Aburish friend Eric Vanner. When Dateline continues, Detective Seymour had been so sure Amber Smith knew the man who raped her and nearly killed her. A brain bleed out of her eyes was almost swollen shut. She was processed forensically for DNA. Hey, guys, Willie Geist here this week on the Sunday Sit Down podcast, I get together for a rare conversation with John Cusack to talk about his new series, Utopia and his long career of memorable roles. And though Amber survived, if only barely her trauma, the ugliness of the crime made their mission personal. Ahead of next week's premiere of the new NBC show Timeless, we got to thinking if you changed one moment in time, could you alter history? I showed her a picture and she said, oh, my God. I'm . The case colder than the Colorado winter. He's been a screw up. He saw it wasn't just blood on her body. He left her for dead. Devotion. So I thought it would be OK if I left it as it just so said Erik, he went home. That was my sister, my best friend. Something that would clear him and slime Amber, the detective, wasn't buying it. I remember that vividly. She had several friends that he brought up that may have been involved in this. What about that screaming woman out on the edge of town, Cottonwood, Glen Park. There was a roll around it. So I would be talking to her Detective Seymour, one on one as tears rolled down his face. At the Desk of: Justin Ratchford, Dateline Meet Justin Ratchford, an assistant producer for Dateline. Includes Address (11) Phone (4) See Results. Now, the searches were done years later after the event. How can I watch Amber Heard's Dateline interview? At the Desk Of: Marissa Hoffman, Dateline During this game of "Fill in the Blank," learn more about Dateline associate producer, Marissa Hoffman. While in Asheville, North Carolina, for a new episode of Dateline, our producers met local musician, teacher and historian of Asheville: Wayne Erbsen. Amber, yes. The DNA told them it had to be one guy, one attacker, a semen stain recovered from her body. You were given out free. That's my baby. Victimization. There was some around here a while ago. Scared, of course, it's still very traumatized. I thought that was my last moment on Earth when you thought to yourself, I'm about to die? Facebook gives people the power to. It's like the only way through to get your the justice you wanted was to tell all these people everything. I have drummed into him how you treat women and how I feel about beating women up and read that culture. I'm one of that confession. Oh, yeah, um. A few hours after the attack, Detective Seymour, under partners tracked down Amber, sister in law and it turned out best friend Kirsty Aguilar. Yeah, it's a lot. So the next day at the police station, Abhra called Sam Detective Seymour listened in neither quite sure what would happen. Did you have anything to do with the incident that happened to Amber in 2013? A wealthy couple. After Sam's arrest, Detective Seymour and her colleagues went to his parents house and, well, the others searched for evidence. Yeah. Evil. None of this stuff makes sense to me. This is more than just fear, wasn't it? Evening again, one day later, Fort Collins, Colorado, and once again restaurants and bars began to fill with young people eager to meet new friends. So a significant match. I'm unrecognizable. What do you mean. Hey, Sam and Amber and Sam hadn't talked in a while. Zero. Was it a stranger, a friend. I thought I was deceased or he had left the country. I'm never going to find out, but I'm never going to find out. Then Detective Seymour pulled out the picture of the prime suspect finally putting a face to that unspeakable crime he committed against her. And I said, what? I don't even know how to describe that feeling to be pretty black darkness. Eric echoed Amber story about drinking and Roxburgh Park having one too many in amber falling asleep. Thank goodness I became intoxicated. I think that was very powerful to the jury because he added that human element to this case. It doesn't define me anymore. No, I don't even know Amber in 2013. Funny how these things happen, so the police went out and investigated that particular theft, found the bike at the Ponderosa was a lucky thing. Bryce Bailey, one of Ember's old housemates. None. Nevertheless, armed with the DNA evidence, the police eventually arrested Stefan, and he was convicted of a count each of second-degree kidnapping and first-degree assault, as well as two counts of sexual assault, which netted him a prison sentence of 128 years in 2019. He reached over to tell Amber, who by then was living with her son in her own small apartment. The body of 21-year-old Dianna Brice was found in a wooded lot in Southwest Philadelphia on Monday, April 5, 2021, nearly a week after she disappeared after leaving the K Laundry laundromat in . I went through some of the things that he had Googled and which is gross, gross stuff. NEW YORK - Laughter is not often associated with "Dateline NBC." And yet, there were laughs coming from a reunion of sorts at the NBC offices in 30 Rockefeller Plaza amongst the . I felt helpless. You're afraid you failed. He was disgusted and surprised that he didn't feel this. Yeah. We were pretty shocked as a DNA laboratory that there were no other offenders that this case matched to, how is this guy not in the system? But not quite for Officer Dane Stratton, the cop who found and rescued Amber in the park. For an optimal experience visit our site on another browser. That he had left her in that condition. Everybody called him Sam. Lost consciousness, and then she woke up in a cold piece of pavement in a different part, now naked, but for the red duct tape that bound her. It was good to hear your girlfriend's health care and her whole head was covered and it was just so bloody. Access full episodes from the current season of Dateline on NBC. Goodness, he swore he didn't hurt her. EXPAND ALL. At the Desk Of: Rebeccah Glaser, Dateline Out on the West Coast, Dateline sat down at the desk of Rebeccah Glaser to find out a little bit more about her! Yeah, that's what I thought. You just kept stammering and kept denying and denying. But as the trial approached the victim herself, Amber Smith was not so certain. And later, Detective Seymour has big news for Amber, but it's nothing she's prepared for. Everyone's a suspect when you don't know who they are. I was feeling this intense need to figure out who had done this and fear for who. I would never be able to fully, you know, move on from it. It was a really horrible day because. It's truly, at times feels like the weight of the world to know that I am responsible for figuring out all these parts and pieces, putting them together so that everyone's safe, including me not just solving the crime for her, but for the whole town. Kirsti had been helping raise and her son was babysitting the night of the attack. And so I kept screaming and screaming, and then I remember getting hit in the face right here like a pretty good blow. Yeah. I can't leave my son behind. Well, in my recollection, it's been several years. A nation-wide man hunt begins for a killer on the loose. In 1978, the bodies hundreds of followers of the Reverend Jim Jones were found, poisoned, in Jonestown, a jungle compound established in Guyana, a small South American country. I woke up the next day to a voicemail from the detective explaining what had happened to Amber. Death. It's all new. It was Detective Seymour who told the story for the jury. Detective Sharon Seymour found Amber in the emergency room. Select this result to . There were other charges, other verdicts to come, but the concern is they'll make that same finding all the way through. I mean, he's been kind of a. And yeah, I guess it could have been working out. Midnight past the usual rowdies, busy, but nothing special. The thing was, it wasn't just the call she dreaded. So Colorado, you have to provide a DNA sample for all felony arrests. A young North Carolina man named James Chambers goes missing and his family is frantic. But in 2013, when they did when investigators asked Craigslist, was there any such ad at the time? Has he hadn't seen him handle it or make stuff with the. And when I saw her driver's license picture, it was nothing like the person that was laying in that bed. As I was screaming, trying to break free, I remember a rope or something being put across my neck. She routinely asked us, are you guys sure? It wasn't right. And no, I didn't hurt you. But nothing nothing aggressive, nothing violent. A one hit wonder, is he? A bottle that up and just try to forget about it. My whole world is flipped upside down. I couldn't make out what she was saying at that point because my heart's pounding. They met when Amber was dating Kirsty's brother in law. I was dumbfounded. Here's Keith Morrison with Left for Dan. Yeah. That was a place for her to call home there. Did she recognize the voice when Dateline continues? But he also knew, I believe at that point in time that something had happened to Amber because he was in connection with other people that she knew. That is why she believes the only place for him is in prison. I mean, we were chasing down everything we could. Yeah, you got the guy. I'm sorry I didn't hurt you. We did a sex assault exam on her. The idea crossed your mind. He's going to slip up. And then some words were said to me, words we are simply not going to repeat. How important was it to your psychic health to learn who it was and to give some sort of justice? The detective with that little nugget of information in her back pocket, who knew when she might need it. I actually feel a sense of hope now. And then when you add health is a health injustice into what's at stake, people are going to be voting not for a person, but for stability and into what comes next into America, a podcast about who we are as Americans and who we want to become. Associate Bryce.Bailey@gtlaw.com. Did you have anything to do with the incident that happened to Amber in 2013? Current and classic episodes, featuring compelling true-crime mysteries, powerful documentaries and in-depth investigations. And then when you see the photos. But how after all those years of fruitless slogging, where did this DNA suddenly show up? Are you sure this is who did it? You can feel the terror that Amber felt, but I have not encountered something quite like this. Let's slow it down. Life had moved on. I did not hurt you. And it was incredible to see red duct tape finding a woman alive enough to scream, but only just. Sad, really, that a victim would blame herself for her own victimization. But there was always that fear that he would hurt somebody else. Coming up, for investigators, the depths of despair, I felt helpless. By 2015, the Amber Smith duct tape case was old news in Fort Collins at Colorado State University. I think he was surprised that we were there. It's a felony case. I had sex with a girl. She and her fellow cops had to find the perpetrator quickly before he did it again. And yet Amber could not believe that the man in the picture was him. She is such a strong woman. Nobody there. Simpson case? Yeah. I didn't hurt you. The university is pushing the administration to look for room in the Tuscaloosa area to develop. Her son, three year old Gabriel. Each one provided a DNA sample for Melissa Grass. It came from the stolen bike that turned up at the pawn shop, the DNA swab of The Bicycle Thief. Where was she? Bender's Big Night Helps Hillcrest Past Regina. Chodas is a great big system with every felon in the nation. Your friend needs this. And so day by day, one by one, the men in Amber Circle were questioned, close to ten of them friends, acquaintances. She didn't just swab the outside, which if you buy what the defense was trying to sell to that jury, the contamination would only be on the outside areas. Renovations are a necessity as the university's property expands, but problems could arise with making the old new again. The hot bike thing is, Colorado frowns heavily on people who sell hot goods to pawnbroker's, which in the state of Colorado is a felony to lie. So in my mind, a case of this gravity, we'll get an answer within days if we have the offender in CODIS, CODIS, the national DNA database that houses DNA profiles of people who have been arrested for or convicted of felonies. You can change how the story ends. So how do you explain that. As a journalist, you can create a free Muck Rack account to customize your profile, list your contact preferences, and upload a portfolio of your best work. And then at the end of the call, it's like a light bulb went on in his head with you. Amber Smith had overcome her worst fears and confronted her friends and moon. Then Sam Moon said something disturbing. He was always the boogie man to me. I was like the last thing I thought about. Had you ever encountered a thing like that before? Bryce Bailey is on Facebook. Eric was twenty something, lived with his parents, but he wasn't home. Bailey, was living in the basement and . I would see people stumbling home from the bars and I kind of became a self-motivated taxi. a bright, gentle guy, good listener. I'm not a victim. He testified, told the same story about responding to a Craigslist ad offering sex at the park. Detective Seymour had been listening intently. I was scared. How curious life can be. Detective Seymour wrestled with something that felt like dread and intense pressure. An anxious detective, Seymour watched for news anywhere of sexual assaults. So that flipped a gear in my head that something was seriously wrong over there. And then detectives interview the man Sam says attacked Amber. With an electrical engineering degree, practical work experience for various electrical contractors, and studies in circuitry design and electromagnetics, he is able to leverage his experience across the patent prosecution, IP litigation, and technology transactions areas. I was. She had been strangled, strangled like somebody tried to kill her. Amber was still deeply conflicted. Have a seat on the couch, though, because they were the two people who might know him best and for whom the news was a blow. And still, as the trial of her accused attacker approached, Amber could not quite believe that her sweet friend, Sam Moon was the one who did those awful things. It was never his investigation. Yeah, and that was motivation enough for me to scream as loud as I could and get out. A resident of Fort Collins, Colorado, Stefan Moon, resided with his housemate, Bryce Bailey, at the time of the attack. She needed to get moving fast. And you couldn't see anything under the door besides maybe a heel in front of you. Stressful, because this is one of the most emotional cases I've ever experienced. Buckle up, its Mommy Doomsday, the haunting podcast from Dateline NBCs Keith Morrison. Amber, after all, was slated to be their star witness and they needed her to help seal the case here for the first time since that night in the park, she would finally confront Simon face to face. I was still just blown away that I was him. Coming up, even on the eve of trial, Amber wasn't convinced Sam was her attacker. I was involved. Father, an FBI agent, grandfather once with the CIA. Coming up, why Amber couldn't believe what she'd been told, there's no way this is the wrong guy. And I went to the home and I looked under the door to figure out what the vantage point was that Stephon had claimed he had. And we were not able to locate an ad that had the amount of detail that stuff on it reported this ad having. She swabbed the sticky side of the tape and those swabs had the defendant's DNA on them. 0:00. Yeah, it was great. Get the latest news, stats, videos, highlights and more about offensive lineman Bryce Bailey on ESPN. I'm Lester Holt. The shooting was just the beginning of an investigation that would lead many to wonder if it could have been prevented. It's broken down again, a smart and kind kid who did not always make the most intelligent choices, they said. And for a minute it was like old times. Investigators just didn't look hard enough for that. The detective asked Sam's father, Brian Moon, about duct tape. And there was screaming and yelling and excited us on the other side of the phone. Nobody felt like celebrating, least of all Ambre, who wanted only one thing for Christmas. Investigators are suspicious when a wealthy former radio DJ mysteriously disappears from his yacht in the Pacific Ocean. Just a bunch of friends living together like the TV show, frankly, didn't feel a bit like that. Slow it down. You should go there. I was heartbroken. We know it's hard to keep up with our schedule Get your Dateline weekly newsletter, so you don't miss a thing! Instead, her son and husband are shot when a gunman opens fire at their front door. Yeah, you were the. an attacker. What would happen to you inside when that happened? So Detective Seymour checked them out one by one. So good to her and her son Gabe. He couldn't do that because if the guy's alive. Goodness, you were drinking Quica. And this wound is never going to heal. Bikes aren't often recovered, but the pawnbroker was keen to help, told the cops about the thief who sold them. When she sat there looking at her former friend, I was pretty angry with her as it was every emotion, every negative emotion. Others named Bryce Bailey. The question now was, without that attempted murder conviction, would he do serious time or as Amber feared, would he be released to terrify her again? IE 11 is not supported. OK, but they have your DNA. The other part to keep in mind is if it wasn't Steffon Moon, there was no one else's DNA there. These days, Craigslist doesn't post ads like that. The holidays came to Fort Collins. And her emotions, her depression, her fear pulled her down for months. A community is on edge after a 27-year-old Egypt Covington is shot to death in her Michigan home. Yeah, huge. Roxburgh Park, right? And I said, I think we figured out who the DNA belongs to, that we recovered. I went into complete panic mode right away. It was a mistake. If you got nothing. So this case was worked on the rush status. Latest on Middle Tennessee Blue Raiders wide receiver Bryce Bailey including news, stats, videos, highlights and more on ESPN It was crazy. We got some news about the duct tape case. Seem to the detective like a good old fashioned frame job. And so she began, in a way, embarrassed about going drinking with her friend Eric. He didn't have a face or a name. It's you. In September 2012, the search for Skylar Neese was intensifying. Was it his buddy Eric or someone else altogether? Original podcast by Datelines Keith Morrison: Pam Hupp and the Missouri murders of Betsy Faria and Louis Gumpenberger. I would look at mine in question as it happened. Those overwhelming DNA results were wrong. Not really. So it was all consensual. That was embarrassing and disgusting and disturbing. I wasn't. This chapter in my life will close. Just as striking was the testimony of Jason's parents . And then they started reporting they could hear her screaming, help, help. We're going to get him. Couldn't Sam. After all, many convicted murderers have got much less time, have had a chance to be released. Usually have somebody you can look at. 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